Just A Lighter? And other stuff

Just a lighter you say Hmmm. Or is it something else have a look tell me what you think.

We will leave that for now and move on to my photos that went missing ( not those ones either you know who I'm talking too C.C.A) the ones I deleted of my work so I had to do some more today but my battery's went flat. I'm starting to think I'm not meant to show anyone my dog box office oh well quick trip to shop new batteries which I think wont last very long which they didn't but I got a few so here's my crap filled office


And here's the outside it is just old factories with holes cut out of the walls so they are all joined together. Not very good looking but it keeps me employed LOL. Note the lovely Elvis rug hanging out the front isn't it the greatest thing you have ever seen NOT!!!! I sell so many of these bloody things its scary I try not to vomit when someone says oh wow what a beautiful rug

Oh well we all cant have great taste can we so as you can see not the most exciting day today just a re-doing of some photos that I lost. And lucky enough to be sent home early again but I had a doctors appointment so there goes that idea then ;).

Came out of doc's feeling even worse than when I went in I don't know why I bothered going was doing great until then. Got home really confused about even more shit now don't know if i should take his advise and see what happens or go with my gut feeling and look after myself in my own way, oh well I will work it out eventually. Enough of that and on to some better stuff soon I hope.

so better be off I think I can hear something at the door best go check talk later.
cya
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The Great Photo Hunt And Raid

Well I've just spent the last hour ( or more) searching for some photos I took at work today just to show of my dog box of an office. Well there totally gone, I've downloaded programs to recover them, no luck but I've found other photos that should have stayed lost ;)

Was a fun day at work today really busy lots of people through the shop which makes for a fast day, surfed the net for a while, rang some suppliers, organized deliveries for tomorrow much the muchness really. Had another friend drop in today, I think there might be some rumours floating around about me because no friends drop in to my work rarely ever and if they do it is normally only for a minute. So I'm starting to get a little suspicious of all these friends dropping in but then again it is nice to see them.

On a funny note for me anyway you know when you are doing something let's say a little illegal, you think a policeman will always catch you doing it. Well I was copying something for someone and as soon as I put it on they walked in. I couldn't close the laptop fast enough then they were looking at me thinking, "mmmmmmmmm what's he hiding?" Shit I thought I was going down it's a raid and then the bloody thing finished and did this huge load tune which made them look at me even more. So I'm sitting there waiting for them to say something when the officer said, "I've got a summons here for (oh shit what have i done now went thru my head ) a Chris T"

Phew it was 2 years ago Chris bought some stolen goods, he didn't know they were stolen. He filled out all the right paper work so everything legal on our side but the goods had been resold straight away so nothing could be done about it. He just has to go to court and say yes that is the person who sold it to me and then go home.

So after they left I cleaned out my undies (thank goodness I wasn't wearing my favourite ones) and finished off lunch then more customers. Boss came in in one of his great moods. I thought, "Shit here we go again." He stuck his hands in his pockets and said "which pocket do you want" I said"the left " He reaches in and gives me a mandarin and says "go home early if you want". After I picked myself up you couldn't see me for the dust.

Whoosh I was home yeah rang Nicole said I would start tea. Fifteen minutes later she was home and lets say no kids make for a great time to be in love ;) xox

So as far as I can say I've had a great day and so far a great night. Best be off and get a good nights sleep.

cya

A Friend Indeed

Just a quick one today had a friend drop in to work today who I don't really have that much to do with personally and he didn't say much just kept looking at me.
Finally got the better of me and he got me to talk about some things that have been troubling me, and he nearly hit me on the head with the phone saying that if I ever get like that again he wanted me to ring him and just talk it through Well thanks C.T will do now that I know you will bash my head in with a phone if I don't.
thanks
Cya

Truce Giggles and Fun

Well the line has been drawn in the sand and the war is over I think? Both sides have agreed to end this stupid war and move on which is good for everyone. As they say, "War what is it good for? Absolutely nothing."

So here's to the end and here is to a new beginning.

I've been chatting with George tonight and having a laugh a minute all about cows. I don't know why but it seems to be funny to be giggling about cows and when you think about it they are alien-like. Four stomachs, eat green grass, give white milk, they are strange creatures. But we seem to be able to laugh at anything so thanks Big Mac.

I had to stop drink coming out my nose when I saw the layout Nicole did for Amber. How cute are those undies? Bet your mum is going to love those photos. Try explaining that hey, um they kind of fell down um thought a spider crawled up my leg LOL. Oh well enough of undies but then again we all need some cool undies don't we? Strut around thinking, "I'm cool because of me undies." Makes you feel good, it makes me feel good anyway.

What a day once again didn't get out of bed until nearly bloody lunch time so have to get my fat arse out of bed earlier so I'm not tired all day, lack of motivation all day just from sleeping in and lounging around the house . Didn't do much just relaxed with the kids. I didn't even leave the house today. How bad is that? Oops, sorry went to shop to get milk and chocolate very important errand so I did leave for ten minutes but hurried back to my safe and warm house, well back to my comfy spot on couch anyway.

It has been a rollercoaster of a week but I'm glad to say that ride is over and I'm just enjoying the walk home nice and slow, maybe a few bumps in road, but when you're walking you don't notice them do you?

Once again I'm so happy to be in a great place and having great friends around me can't wait to catch up with all of them soon and have some fun.

Cya all soon I hope

The Battle Continues

Just when you think everything is ok wham you are right back where you started from. Getting so sick and tired of the same crap coming back to haunt me, over and over again. Please let it go and let me be me. I thought I was me but then something changed for the worst. So once again here I go again clawing my way back up but at least it is easier to get back to being me again same path.
Im nearly there its nearly over so much quicker and easier this time thanks to some special person who knows me so well and wants ME back to being me.

I've got to go getting late need beauty sleep
cya

A Great Day

Well what a fantastic day, sky is blue sun was shining birds singing well not really singing but you now what I mean. Layed in bed forever with my beautiful wife Nicole tried to convince her to stay all day but she has so much work to do I was holding her up.
Dragged my fat arse out of bed about ten had breaky and have spent all day with kids and cleaning out cupboard where all the kids games and puzzles live. Maddy has been so excited she hasn't seen half of these games before oohh lets do this one dad and this one and this one and so on, Alex has been busy playing games on laptop all day new toy for him never seen him so quiet before then again put any media device in front of him and he goes blank just like dad.

So not much exciting things happening today just a great lazy day with the kids and Nicole , so far anyway but there is still the night time to get through kids fed bathed and bed.By the sounds of it it wont be long before they are in bed, I think it is wearing of this nice behavior oh well cant last forever.

Best be off and get dinner ready yummy spag bol for tea my favorite
cya

What A wonderful world.

I was just listening to Louis Armstrong - What A wonderful World.
And I couldn't some up any better than this song that all the things in this world are beautiful in so many wonderful ways especially the part were he sings friends shaking hands saying how do you do but really saying I love you. It is so easy to ask how are you but it is so hard to say I love you.Can you turn to your friend and say I love you without them feeling weird or ummm distant.

What do I mean by that well I mean that I love all my friends male, female all of them, the new ones the old ones, I love them all but have never said it to them because they would think I was strange to say such a thing.

It is not the love you feel for your partner or the love that you have for your children. It is the love of friendship, knowing that they care for you is enough but to say I love you as a friend is great to hear sometimes but very hard to say.

To all my friends out there I know you don't read this but it is for me this blog to get it out of my head so I don't explode so I love you all as my friends and I wanted you all to know that without you all, my life would be incomplete even empty.
sounding a little strange now so
cya

What now!

Who knows hey who cares as long as you have something to look forward too. I don't normally do quotes but this I thought suited me at the moment :

I awoke one morning and found myself .- Lord Byron

cya

Fork in the road

How many does one person have to come across before he finds a nice long stretch of highway. It has been plaguing me for a while, I think I'm on the straight road doing fine then crap another fork in the road do you go left do you go right or go back and start again.

But I think I've got it, stop driving get out and walk for a while this way it will take me longer and I can enjoy the peace and quite of the open air.
Maybe even find a hippie chic on the way to keep me company and walk hand in hand for a while.

Aaahhhh free at last
cya

Addicted

Mmmmm blogging is so addictive I can see why so many people use it. I so didn't want a blog, but look here I am blogging again cant help it now thought creeps into my head ooohhh must blog that.
I know I'm addicted when I'm sitting at work trying to think of ways to blog then it comes to me I've got a laptop yeah I can take that to work set up an account ten minutes later I can surf my little heart out but snag. My account is in my lovely,gorgeous,spunky,foxy,hippie chic wife's name so how do you go about asking to spend another ten dollars a month so I can surf the net.

Well it was easy asked and she granted without winging whining just said ok.
So here I am at work blogging thanks to my Lovely,Gorgeous,Spunky,Hippie chic wife.

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Just for you
cya

Friends like these.

Can you have a friendship with someone that is so strong that no matter what happens you still have them there at the end of it all once all the dust settles down. I've never really thought you could until now, it has been the best and worst rollercoaster I have ever been on so far anyway. So to the people out there in the real world thanks for being there when all has settled down.

To anyone and everyone out there ring your friend and tell them you are always there if they need you or just say hey how are you, let them know you are still there for them even if it has been a long time. Everybody needs a friendly reminder that someone is still thinking of them .

To answer myself yes you can have a friendship like that because I have one of them.
talk to you soon friends
promise
cya

Here we go again!

Well I think I've said it before I HATE getting up early. There is nothing worse than to get to work and only have a few cartons to deliver, you think I got out of bed rushed around hurried to work for this three cartons took me ten minutes to do then I'm awake sitting in a car thinking now what.
Oh well at least I went and got bread and something for my sons lunch box special treat for a great kid.
On a crappier note I've really messed my self up again and I don't know which way to go do you take the fun and exciting road or the safe and comfortable road, too many damn emotions come into it. Quit and run away or stay and fight for your sanity!!!!!!
I love to just quit and hide in a corner till everything is better but then what life would that be,I need to fight but don't know who or what to fight anymore and I am so sick of hurting friends and family they are not punching bags for my emotions/feelings/anxiety.

So to all my friends that I've hurt,mislead,mistrusted I'm am so sorry words can not describe how low I am feeling about how I've treated everyone.

But enough of that it was not all bad it has been an average cold day but I'm alive the sun is kind of shining the birds are singing family are well.So there is always a silver lining to everyday
thanks for listening to my dribble
cya

Better days

I just finished reading my BEAUTIFUL wife Nicole's blog and I was reading the words to better days and I had a tear or two good song when you read the words well enough of that anyway.A great start to the day then all went pear shaped started my parcel run three boxes to the ford place then home again had to go to yarragon and pick up some furniture bring back to warragul then unload truck by myself,nothing like lugging heavy furniture by yourself to get you going done that pretty quickly worst thing then no customers all afternoon until closing time, everyone came in then, oh well at least they came in.
Best be off my fav show on Mythbusters
cya

OOPS

Well I did the stupidest thing trying to edit my blog deleted the whole thing instead maybe that's a sign to get rid of it but I will try again.