Lack of Interest
Just having one of those days again. Where you dont really give a shit about anything, Work , Home stuff , Friends, but dont get me wrong i love them all well mayby not the work one.
You just feel like there is nothing you can do to break out of this mood then all of a sudden you are happy again. You dont want anyone to come around and see you , dont care if they dont come but deep down you do care.
Tonight was like that i told Nicole that i didnt realy want to go and play pool just wanted to stay inside and chill in front of the heater. My friends turned up then all of a sudden im thinking hey what a great night im having, playing pool losing badly but doesnt matter so we started to play poker we are all still learning the rules but we get by. Played terrible didnt get many good hands but i was enjoying the night anyway so who cares if you lose its the fun of being together.
So im not to sure i think im over that whole mood now im sitting here chatting with a friend on line and couldnt be happier wife and kids asleep house quiet listening to music just peaceful. Enjoying it because i know it wont be like this tomorrow Nicole at Work and im at home with the kids. Should be a good day though Alex is getting his hair cut and we might go to the park or something depends on weather.
Might crawl off to bed now getting late i dont know if i should let everyone know what the lighter is really or wait till tomorrow night oh well might see what happens tomorrow.
ok cya
You just feel like there is nothing you can do to break out of this mood then all of a sudden you are happy again. You dont want anyone to come around and see you , dont care if they dont come but deep down you do care.
Tonight was like that i told Nicole that i didnt realy want to go and play pool just wanted to stay inside and chill in front of the heater. My friends turned up then all of a sudden im thinking hey what a great night im having, playing pool losing badly but doesnt matter so we started to play poker we are all still learning the rules but we get by. Played terrible didnt get many good hands but i was enjoying the night anyway so who cares if you lose its the fun of being together.
So im not to sure i think im over that whole mood now im sitting here chatting with a friend on line and couldnt be happier wife and kids asleep house quiet listening to music just peaceful. Enjoying it because i know it wont be like this tomorrow Nicole at Work and im at home with the kids. Should be a good day though Alex is getting his hair cut and we might go to the park or something depends on weather.
Might crawl off to bed now getting late i dont know if i should let everyone know what the lighter is really or wait till tomorrow night oh well might see what happens tomorrow.
ok cya
posted by Nathan Finlayson at 11:29 PM
3 Comments:
Glad you ha a good night Nath.
Have fun with the kids today - rofl!!!
Nic xx
That's nasty Nic. I'm on your side nath. Yeah isn't it weird how sometimes you find yourself enjoying an evening that you think you're gonna hate?
By the way, I was totaly in the same situation today. Hard to keep the kids amused sometimes too. I have been cleaning up after them all day. Isn't fatherhood fun?
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